Dreams are merely wishes, not always coming true
Sometimes you dream to change the past, regrets you can't undo
You may take paths that lead you to that thing you want the most
The wish, the dream, is closer now, succeeded it, almost
But something crossed into your way, an unexpected fate
That dream has fallen further, out of reach, setting in hate
If I could go back into time, and rethink all my steps
I'd clearly walk the other way, away from that regret
Instead I'm walking aimlessly, and I go at it alone
All by myself, fear guiding me, and certainty unknown
To drown away my sorrows, the penalties I'll pay
Heavy drinking, heavy doubts, driving everything away
My dreams have become nightmares of how it should have been
Of what my life was meant to be, how I was meant to live
And so I wake up lonely, feeling helpless and afraid
The fucking up is priceless, there's a lifetime to be paid
Drive me to the edge of darkness, to death, I have no fear
Drive me to the end of wishing, take me far from here
so good. youre AMAZING.
ReplyDeletei promise it will turn out good in the end. maybe even close to perfect.
dont regret.